I was thinking the other day. How come no one remembers the day they were born or even in the womb? I was thinking about when was my earliest memory.  The earliest memory I have is a blurry one but from when I was in the crib and its my only memory of me in a crib with my dad doing something in the room next to me. I was in the far bedroom where my sisters shared when they got older. After that memory is from preschool. I can’t remember anything before I started preschool and the crib memory. Its weird. How come we can remember more with our teen years and on than before we could walk? I wonder if there is anything to prevent this?

So moving on…just had to get that off my mind.

I am moving to NYC in Sept. I am working my booty off. I can’t wait to start an adventure. If anyone noticed from my previous posts that I am single now. I just recently turned him in and he is waiting trial. I always seem to go for the bad and using types. When will I ever find my prince charming? Well, right now, I am going to live life and not worry about relationships. I am kind of scared about New York. I hear everything that is bad about it that I wonder if I will ever find something good. I am also worried about getting a job and subways and trains… I feel like I should be in the movie “The Wiz” to help me out.  I am also worried if I will save up the money I need to move. I think I may just take vacation at one job then work overtime on another job while I am on vacation with the one job. Then the other way around after one vacation is over.  I will make it though.

On another note, I plan on surprising my sister tomorrow. She thinks that I am not going to her baby shower. I am taking my Best Friend Brett with me.  Brett is also moving with me to NYC.  He is like a big brother. Also, he is blunt and will tell me how it is in a constructive criticism way. I used to have a crush on him til I found out that he was gay. Poop, but hey at least living with him is a step up.

Of course, I am at work so I better get off here and do something productive.